Desperate Prayer Request

by Don
(FL)

Please pray for me that God will grant me holy repentance and His mercy, forgiveness and healing.
I am losing my mind and my soul is dying because of all my sins. I had confessed them all and thought I was repentant and in God's favor, then all hell broke loose.
I deserve God's wrath. But I beg for His mercy and healing and protection and forgiveness and help. I feel so totally, irredeemably LOST. I deserve to be lost and without hope. My sins have endangered my loved ones, including my sweet innocent helpless ailing elderly parents. Because of this, too, I do not deserve to live. Please beg God to love and save and bless and protect my beloved mom, dad and sister. Please ask God to love them.
Please ask God to forgive me and to speak to my mind and tell me what I should do. I can't get into specifics, but I am desperate for Divine specific guidance and I know the LORD can give it to me if He only wills to.
Dear Christ Jesus, for the sake of thy sorrowful passion, please have mercy on me, and on my family, and on the Whole world.
Please pray for me for God's mercy and healing, dear people,please. I am beyond at the end of my rope.
And I deserve it, too.
God bless you all.