god i come back to pray to you ever since i walked out from ur company

by rohan

dear god

i come back to pray to you ever since i walked out from ur company as an aetheist. I have seen your miracles and i am ready to accept you as my saviour. i dont get sleep, i am jobless and still studying at age 37, and i feel eevrything is dark around me. my nights are lonely and i am depressed. i am all alone and not even my dad can help me, he too is undergoing depression and doesnt care a damn about what i am going through. my family has split apart, and all i feel everyday is to pull the plug off life from me, but i am so scared to commit suicide. everyone says i am being negative and an attention seeker, but all i want is a little hope and love. my mom passed away due to dementia in 2015. i gave up everything i had to take care of her. no one in the family came forward as a caregiver to help and support. and now when i am all burnt and wasted out, i am being ridiculed by everyone for bein an atention seeking person, which i am so not. i want to end my life but i am too chicken to do that. please i beg everyone to pray for me. i am losing my senses, i am sick always, and my immunity is on an all time low. it is dark and very dark around me :( i cannot express the pain i am going through, even as i type this. please help me. i need prayers :(

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