I feel suicidal, depressed and alone. Please help me.

by Roxy
(Pretoria)

Dear God. I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry that i do not always pray but i never forgot about You my God. I feel so alone, sad and depressed. I tried to kill myself before but did not succeed.


My loved one (Husband) and i are fighting everyday almost going on for a week. I can not take it anymore. I feel like dying. All i can think about is how to kill myself. Please God, give my strength again. Show me the right way again.

Make me strong again to look life in the eyes again. You know i love my husband till death do us part. Please take this evil thoughts out of my head. i beg of you my God. Please help me. Thank you, Amen

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Nov 06, 2015
Always here
by: Tracey Jenise

If you ever need a friend please contact me on Facebook don't ever feel like hurting yourself because of someone else you are worth so much and someone will shower you and love you we all make mistakes and you know maybe that's someone telling you he isn't your knight and shining prince don't hurt yourself over no one PLEASE I have been there then I got the strength to get out and now my life has done a complete turn around

Jun 25, 2015
Prayers
by: Anonymous

Let the lord be with you and keep your faith and never lose it. God is with you and never abandons his child. I know he will heal you just give him time and be positive. Thing of what so much you have to offer to this world. To your loving husband who been sticking with you and is by your side . Think how much everyone and your family cares about. Thinks of all the things u want to accomplish and never done. Life is so much to it. It beautiful. You are beautiful your God child. He brought you to this world for a reason. I pray to God to help you and guide you and take all negativity away from you and lead you to your path. In Jesus name amen 🙏🏻 have faith in sure he working on you

Nov 22, 2014
Be blessed
by: Inona

Roxy, I wish I could hug you and tell you how beautiful you are, how precious and important. I wish I can make you sing in joy, dance and whirl, dance and laugh. I hope you will remember what used to bring you joy, I hope that will help you in this battle with your deamons. They are not that strong. You are stronger. Pray to archangel Raphael to heal you, and archangel Michael to protect you. I wish you life full of Love and Light ahead. Be blessed, precious soul 😙

Nov 11, 2014
don't over step God's plan.
by: Bruce B.

Created in His image. We have been given life to praise him. Learn to look deep down into your heart. You know yourself then anyone else. The demons are real. And they have to answer to God. God let's them do as they want. God has you in his hand. That is why we need Jesus every day. Come and lay your burdens at my feet and I'll will give you rest. No one can add a minute to there life. And power is given from above. Ask and it shall be given, seek and you should fine, knock, and the door shall be open. That is a promise. Only God can take a life or restore a life. Don't give a foot hole to satin. Stan on the word of God, because He is the author And finisher. Put on the whole armour of God. This chapter is not the end. This is the begin. We must take good with the bad. Fasting will help, not 40 days. From a heart felt pray is the best way to return to Jesus. They praise me from their lips, their heart is far from me. He is closer then a brother. He is the same, yesterday, today and forever. Come to the mercy Seat. Don't over step God's plan. Life is easy with God.

Mar 26, 2014
I am praying for you
by: D

I am praying for you. May God lift this burden from you and bless you with peace and comfort.

Feb 28, 2014
Things will ease
by: Kim

Dear roxy ,
I want to share with you my experiences to help you see that you are not alone and that things can get better. Its not easy to admit but I have tried 4 times to end my life since I was a teenager for various reasons. The main one was that I couldn't see a solution to my suffering. I have grown up with no family. My marriage now is not easy but without my children and God I don't think I would use to strength to be alive. All my prayers over the last 15 years have been answered and I realised that He does things in His time. He knows what is better for us and when we ask for strength He gives us something that will make us stronger. When we ask for happiness, in His way and timing He will give it to us. Please have faith and trust that God will ease your suffering. I used to go to church and just sit there. I didn't want to die but I just wanted the pain to stop. And it did eventually. It took a while but it did. But I prayed and prayed and eventually used my experience to help other teenagers who are suicidal. I hope I can offer you some hope. Just remember you deserve to be happy and to feel loved by all those around you. Sometimes hitting rock bottom is where we need to be to reevaluate everything in our life and rebuild ourselves. Don't give up. You're a child of God he wants the best for you.

Feb 17, 2014
You are not alone
by: Anonymous

I know what you are feeling. .I know what you are going through...I am also battling the demons and asking God to give me the strength to beat the thoughts...Today is my 7 th yr Anniversary w my husband and I..I have 2 kids and feel as if they are all better without me..God gave me the strength this past weekend..I beat the thoughts..Your husband, my husband they LOVE US!! They do! Think about it...They have been there when nobody else has.We fight and push the ones we love away because we are not well..God sees this and doesn't want us with him just yet..We have a purpose even though the demons tell us otherwise. .I so relate and know that GOD gave you the strength to express your fear..We are ALL hearing your CRY FOR HELP..WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU TO FIGHT OFF THE DEMONS..Seek help from your doctor...I'm fighting to keep myself out of the hospital, but if I end up there, perhaps it won't be so bad as I will be able to clear my thoughts and get the proper help..My husband and I have overcome many hospitalizations in the past and I know that when I get bad he knows that it's not me talking but my illness taking over and talks to me now rather then yelling...perhaps your husband will learn the same..I will pray for you, and that God clears your mind..REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!

Feb 14, 2014
We are praying for you
by: Anonymous

I just wanted you to know that there are people praying for you. God is our father and we are His sons and daughters. He has complete control over all things and He will help us.

Feb 09, 2014
You are loved.
by: Anonymous

Do not ever give up hope. God is always with you. You are strong and beautiful. Remember to rely on God for He will carry you through your darkest days. I will pray for you. Don't forget that you are loved dearly and that He has a plan and purpose for your life. <3 HUGS <3

Feb 06, 2014
Feeling loss
by: Anonymous

When you're in the thick of these feeling they can over whelm you
Making you feel like their is nothing left for you no reasoned to go on. Remember the day's you didn't feel like that those day's will surly return. Suicide isn't the answer its a condiction that comes when you've had enought , Overwhelmed and sick of the same thing over and over again . you have worth and value you are someone and you count just as much as anyone does

so don't sell your self short for a Moment of weakness and dispare you deserve to live no person is worth your life take a day relax breathe after a few weeks of just you moments stand and say I deserve to be here and I 'm freaking stayin In a word " Stay! Please "STAY"

Jan 24, 2014
Blessings
by: Anonymous

Lord, please help this woman. Let her know that she is not alone and although at times she may have forgotten you, you Lord have never left her side. Place Your healing hands on her and chase the demons from her mind. Wrap her in kindness and love. For you Lord are a healing God, a loving God,a God of miracles. Bless her Oh Lord and keep her safe. Through Jesus Christ amen

Jan 01, 2014
I'm here for you!!
by: Anonymous

roxy
life is hard I couldn't agree with you more. we all feel at times in wanting to give up but we fight to do what is right even though we feel we don't have the strentgh to do it. the devil is trying to take the best part of you and that is life. the devil is telling you there's no other way out but he is a liar. the devil is telling you that the best thing to do is just give up. but he is not telling you what will happen if you do that. one you lose your ticket to salvation, two . you leave those that love you in enormous pain. Roxy don't do it don't give in. you have enough strength in you to stop this. it's all inside just turn to God and He will protect you. stay around relatives for a while and do not be alone at one time until your head is clear. I am actually fasting today and I am praying for everyone that needs healing. I will be praying for your deliverance and I will be praying for strength. trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. God bless you

Jan 01, 2014
I'm here for you!!
by: Anonymous

roxy
life is hard I couldn't agree with you more. we all feel at times in wanting to give up but we fight to do what is right even though we feel we don't have the strentgh to do it. the devil is trying to take the best part of you and that is life. the devil is telling you there's no other way out but he is a liar. the devil is telling you that the best thing to do is just give up. but he is not telling you what will happen if you do that. one you lose your ticket to salvation, two . you leave those that love you in enormous pain. Roxy don't do it don't give in. you have enough strength in you to stop this. it's all inside just turn to God and He will protect you. stay around relatives for a while and do not be alone at one time until your head is clear. I am actually fasting today and I am praying for everyone that needs healing. I will be praying for your deliverance and I will be praying for strength. trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. God bless you

Dec 27, 2013
you have only hit a bump
by: lala

Theres a reason you were unsucessful in takin your life i myself have tried the same. An arguement should be just that not a contemplation to end your life, life is hard enough marriage is a job in itself. Cant wave a magic wand n poof evrything will be ok think back to why you chose this person to date why him you committed yourself to him,you said vows to this person as he did to you. You owe it to eachother to try. If you dont suceed then so be it life does go on but try ending your life is going to hurt everyone around you and it doesnt end your suffering. GOD BLESS YOU

Dec 16, 2013
There is help for you, God will never forget you
by: DaveFromEvart

God has heard your prayer, I urge you to call •Helpline: 083 765 1235. I am all of the way in the USA, yet I know of the power of God in my life. He led me to your prayer, He led me to respond.

A Prayer to Ease Pain

Almighty Father, Thank you for your love, grace and mercy. I pray that my discomforts will turn to comforts, my pains to gains, my deprivation to more blessings, my losses to profits, my tear to smiles, my sorrows to pleasures, my illness to wellness, my debts to credits and my dreams to realities. As the scripture said "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit." And he "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” I trust in you Lord and in you alone to heal me with any form of skepticism towards blessing that you will be employed upon me. I trust, Lord, that this agony and suffering that is only in my head, will come to end and positivism will shine upon me as I read, hear, study and preach the truth in the Bible. - AMEN

Dec 14, 2013
Roxy
by: Anonymous

I'm so sorry to hear how your feeling roxy . I will pray for you to feel better and for you to have beautiful thoughts . Always remember that we all feel sad depressed some times .always remember that it's all a bad feeling that we can fight we just have to try hard and think possitive and pray . If we let that feeling win us we go down and we fall in a deep dark hole and it's just going to be harder to climb back up . Just ask god to give you strength and courage to face any problem in life . Everything has solution except life so what ever is making you feel this way fight it . We all have problems , like me I have 4 kids and seperarating my husband after 20 years my nephew had cancer my brother is sick my sister has problems , but I'm not going to let my self go down cause my kids are my priority and joy I ask god to make me stronger and he is right behind me . I got depressed and it was hard . So be strong and appreciate what you have and not what you wish you had . Trust and bealive it's going to get better ,god is good esperanzahernandez06@yahoo.com

Dec 09, 2013
You are not alone
by: Marisa

Please know that you are not alone as I too suffer just like you. I'm in the same situation in regards to my husband and fighting. I have two boys who watch me cry each day and I have financial problems that make my depression worse. I'm not sure if you have children, but my kids are the reason that I am still alive! Please don't harm yourself as you are worth more than you know! I pray that things shall get better for the both of us, and know that someone out there can relate and thus, you are WORTH IT! We are BOTH WORTH IT! This too shall pass and the darkness will fade away as God hears our prayers! Have Faith in our Lord, Hope is what we have that he well hear our prayers and Love is what he will show us by guiding us on the right path leading us both into the light of happiness and please don't harm yourself! I promise you I shall not harm myself and hope you can promise me you shall fight those demons as I do everyday!

Dec 07, 2013
you are not alone
by: Anonymous

I know that God has forgiven you and will be there for you always as long as you have faith and not give up on your life as he would not want you to. Please also get help from specialists as psychiatrists because God says that he will help you, but you also need to help yourself. I am a psych nurse and I have witnessed how seeking professional help has changed peoples lives. I believe that God had me see this post for a reason. I dont know you, but I am concerned over you. I will pray for you and hope that you can help yourself with God always being number 1 in your life.

Dec 04, 2013
Agreed
by: Anonymous

I'm praying for you. I'm in the same situation.

Nov 25, 2013
Strength and courage
by: Anonymous

Dear Heavenly Father, please hold this woman in the palm of your hands. Send someone into her life that can recognize her pain and guide her to get help. Let her husband see the pain she is in and how her depression is controlling her thoughts and emotions. Take the despair from her heart and soul. Heal her mind, and spirit and show her that You are with her and that You love her. In Christ Name. Amen.

Nov 21, 2013
Thinking of you
by: Anonymous

Please know that there are people who deeply care for you and want to see you happy and healthy. You're in a cloudy spot now, but the sun will come out eventually. Until then stay stong and continue to reach out for support. Your family, your friends, a stranger, you never know who might be able to bring a smile or breath of relief to your suffering. I'll keep you in my thoughts as well. Best wishes. Take care. From a friend in Chicago, il.

Nov 14, 2013
Hope
by: Anonymous

Abba,

In the mighty and precious name of Jesus, release the fullness of your spirit into this gal and her husband. Show them how to turn their swords from each other, and join one another in standing firm against the accuser of the brethren. Daddy, I cry out for my siblings and say, kingdom come!

Thank you Papa. You are so good. I pray and praise you in the name of Jesus.

Nov 14, 2013
Hope
by: Anonymous

Abba,

In the mighty and precious name of Jesus, release the fullness of your spirit into this gal and her husband. Show them how to turn their swords from each other, and join one another in standing firm against the accuser of the brethren. Daddy, I cry out for my siblings and say, kingdom come!

Thank you Papa. You are so good. I pray and praise you in the name of Jesus.

Nov 14, 2013
Hope
by: Anonymous

Abba,

In the mighty and precious name of Jesus, release the fullness of your spirit into this gal and her husband. Show them how to turn their swords from each other, and join one another in standing firm against the accuser of the brethren. Daddy, I cry out for my siblings and say, kingdom come!

Thank you Papa. You are so good. I pray and praise you in the name of Jesus.

Oct 31, 2013
Support and Reason
by: Anonymous

Thank you for your prayer. For one thing, it makes me feel less alone, myself. For that I am grateful, and I hope you will think of that, for your sake.

For another thing, I support you from afar. You are not alone and forgotten, though we may never meet. And when you have a moment, please pray for someone here, me, in return, if you will.

Finally, of course no-one wants to argue with a loved one. Reason must help the heart sometimes to remember things it emotionally forgets, and sometimes the heart helps us reason in the right general direction, when reason ignores the gist of something. So let me remind you about arguing with a loved one, that perhaps our state stresses them out, but also perhaps they have blind spots and we are stressed by them. So rather than blame yourself for so much, or feel hopeless, or simply feel how you commit to your spouse forever, which was your intention when you married, pause. Pause to reason.

Consider whether you are fighting because the spouse is loving but inadequate, and what the spouse could do to support you more, and help the spouse. Consider whether you are adding to the stresses beyond your actual need for support: are you specifically being harsh other than what is justifiable in your requests for help?

Or is the spouse going to help properly? Is the spouse open to getting personal support to help yoiu? How committed is the spouse to seeing your difficulty and holding you kindly, no matter what? Or are there real abuses going on? Your need is a use, but not an abuse, in the true sense. Really. If you need outside help, get it, but be careful what to blame yourself for, and the spouse for. Maybe the fights are not your fault, but the spouse's attitude? Or maybe they are fully your fault and you are unkind? Be honest with yourself and ask the spouse for the same. If you see the spouse is not and will not get help, too, then you should leave.

You need a lot. And the spouse may get stressed briefly, but if you are trying to be fair to the spouse - besides the natural so-called "unfairness" of burdening the spouse with your need, which is not actually unfair if you do it right - and the spouse will not grow, then overall it is not your fault. Be careful, but do not blame yourself for things you do not actually do. You are so depressed that perhaps you are blaming yourself too much as well as having flaws.

Love to you. And pray for me from time to time, please.

Oct 25, 2013
Praying for you
by: Anonymous

I felt this way too many years ago when my husband and I were having trouble. I felt so alone. I sat in a corner of my room singing Jesus loves me. He does and He Loves You too. He will lift you from this. Just like He lifted me. Turn your life and your will over to Him and He will raise you up. God bless you

Oct 24, 2013
Sending prayers
by: Anonymous

Please stay strong Roxy.God will lift your burdens and give you strenght and healing.I feel the same as you.I am being abused by a family member.It is overwhelming and I feel I cant take it anymore.So I came here to find prayer..and support and pray for as many as I can.There is light at the end up our tunnel here on the Earth plane.And there is a place and right forus here.I want you to know this world needs you and you have all the worth of the world.Blessings and love sent your way..xx

Oct 17, 2013
Your life is very valuable and precious
by: Kate

Everyone fights with their husband, mine can drive me absolutely crazy. But it always works out in the end, Providing you are not in an abusive relationship of course.
Depression is very painful, I also have experienced it. Do you have a familily member or doctor you can talk to? Depression is very common, and it's nothing to be embarrassed about. It really helps to speak with professionals when you are feeling like this.
Are you in a safe place? If not, you need to go to one.

My prayer for you is that you see yourself the way God sees you. As a beautiful person created in his image.
Please take a moment and think about how very very valuable you are to those who love you.
Suicide solves absolutely nothing. Coming out of these trying times alive and well makes you a stronger person who, when the time is right, will be able to help others in this situation.
Please rest and wake up fresh and ready to try again.
God bless you.

Oct 17, 2013
In The Lord all things are possible
by: Anonymous

I don't know who you are, but the pain you're feeling seems so intense. It's ok to seek the help of your doctor to talk about this. He/she will be sure that you are in a safe relationship as well. These feelings are not made up and are not entirely your fault, it seems to me that you need support and are not getting it from the current people in your life.
I will be praying for you. I want you to see doors opening in your life and how valuable you are. God wants you on this Earth to fulfill a purpose.
Depression is brutal. I myself take meds for it and they help a 100 percent. But I also had to remove myself from a situation that was depressing me.
Please don't loose faith in God or yourself.
This too shall pass. Please make an appointment to see your doctor, even if its just to talk.

Oct 17, 2013
You are not alone
by: Maria

Dear Roxy,

Just saw your post & I was compelled by some sort of force to write to you. By the sounds of it ... I have been where you are. Know you are not alone. I know that at this moment your world seems dismal. I bet you cry all of the time. I did, for almost two years. I finally got out of my marriage and cried even more. Then one morning I awoke to a decision that I would be happy. I would make my own happiness. No matter what hurdle life threw in my way I would find a way to get by it, around it, over it or through it. I took to smiling and chatting with complete strangers. At first my smile was my mask but then I realized that making believe I was happy was also doing something different...it was actually making me happy and getting rid of all the negative energy in my life. I am not religious but I do believe there is some kind of greater force that looks over us. Please believe me, it will get better. I did not believe anyone hat it would but today four years later I do believe.
You are stronger than you think please do not do anything rash. Do whats best for you . Get out of any bad situations even if you feel there is no where to go. Start fresh . It will be the best thing.

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