I Feel Weak

by Virginia
(New Jersey)

The reason why I say that I feel weak is because I do not have the strength to change this life that I am living. I live with a man who is the father of my son and I am suffering so much with him. I need help. i just prayed to God today for the first time in a long time.But I admit that I don't remember what it feels like to be loved and I was always stuck in a co-dependent relationship. If he is not for me than I want him out of my life, ,because I am tired of him using me all the time, and I give all my live to him but get nothing in return. I want to leave it all in God's hands, and not suffer anymore. There is not a day that goes by and I think about Death. When I know that I have a lot to live for , especially so that I can see my son grow up and make him happy.I don't want to think like this because my son does not deserve it.I probably don't deserve anything with the things that I have done in my life, but I need strength to feel happy inside, learn to love myself, and be strong for my little one. Please help me, please. :(.............Thank You

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