I long for security. The comfort of not worrying how or when the money will show up

My family and I have struggled for years financially. I have robbed peter to pay paul. I have rolled pennies to keep the water on. I have had times of prosperity that I have not used wisely. I have not been selfish, I have provided for my family. I have pulled rabbits out of a hat to keep us afloat. I don't get online and put my problems for the world to see, but this is a testament of my faith. For years God has always came through and we have made it. Sometimes it has been at the last possible moment, but he has provided. I have dealt with a declining health condition that has me on disability. For years I have wanted to provide for my family by working, but working around a disability is hard, one that can strike any moment without warning. Nothing I have done has panned out. I stand here or lay in bed at night wrecking my brain at how I can get my bills paid. I don't know now any more than I did 7 years ago when I went on disability. I long for security. The comfort of not worrying how or when the money will show up. I am so tired. So here in faith I come boldly to my father asking for the answer. I know his ways are outside of my understanding and not limited to my way of thinking. I know I am unworthy but I ask for grace, peace, financial security, wisdom, and health for my entire family. Jesus name I pray, Amen

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