I need a miracle in my life

Lord,You know it all..the state of my heart and mind..and how I hoped against hope for this thing...and now I feel as if I am experiencing a nightmare and have gone into a deep hopeless depression.

Father, You now everything, forgive me for feeling hatred toward some-one who has delivered this last blow. Help me to overcome this,as on top of everything it was the last straw. I feel as if something so over my head is going on, i dont understand it,and I am being severly punished for something and I dont know what.I am asking for a miracle in this situation as my heart is so broken I can barely move on.Lord,hear my cry.