I need as much love and light you can spare. I've been battling depression most of my life

by John
(New York )

I need as much love and light you can spare. I've been battling depression most of my life. My mother was bipolar and she took her life. Every now and then that seems like the only way out. Trying to numb myself from pain I turn to drugs and my demons get me every time - no matter what a strong person I am in the other areas of my life. Not passing the buck - I literally have no self restraint. I feel alone and afraid in a world I never made. Please God help me feel love, strength and reason to get though this. I need it more now than ever. Thank you

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