I scared I am alone and I am regretfully I have put all my faith into god

by Jana
(FL)

Diseases I found out it's possible I may have two diseases and they are retesting me !! I did so many sins in my pass and just started back to the lord for forgiveness and love and getting my faith back !! From some of them sins I these diseases may have came from I have faith that if I am not healed it from my sins !! I need prayer that my test comes back negative form these diseases I am carrying a baby and these diseases could effect the baby also my marriage which he has sinned to that could possibly have caused these diseases!! I am scared of telling because he will blame me and we have a pass of him abusing me but I have tried beside infidelity and the beating and the abuse to stick my marriage of almost 9 years out ! I am scared that telling him he will kill me so I need Jesus to heel me and my he second test to came out good if not I don't know how or what I wil face beside the two children have have with him now and one on the way !! I scared I am alone and I am regretfully I have put all my faith into god but I am afraid he won't help em thought this because of al the sins I did on the pass !! Thank I a lot prayers before my testing at the end of this week !!

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