Lord please help me for I am week.

by Kimberly ()

Lord Heavenly Father thank you for loving me even when I feel unlovable and unworthy. Thank you for sending your beloved Son to die so that I may live. Thank you for each and every blessing you bestow upon my life. Forgive me Lord when I am ungrateful and un appreciative for all I have. Lord I am really struggling. Everyone has turned their backs on me and I do not understand. I try so hard to help everyone that I can I try to be a good person a good friend to everyone, mostly everyone. I give untill I have nothing left to give. Yet I have no one to help me in my time of need. I am physically broken and unable to work and support myself and there is no one that cares. I have nothing and I’ve gone without for years now and people, my children my family everyone thinks I’m lying about my injury and I choose to live this way. I want better so bad but I don’t know what to do. I wish I wasn’t hurt and I could work. I wish it so bad. I don’t want to need others to help me. But I do Lord. I do need help. And besides help I need someone to care about me. I am so alone and I don’t understand why. I know that all the years of abuse and being raped by the man I loved changed me. I am a different person. Very intolerant, short tempered, nontrusting. I know I can be mean and cold. Please forgive me Lord and heal my heart. Give me compassion and patience and understanding. Please help me to be kind and generous and honest and genuine. I desperately want to live a life that is pleasing to you. Please Lord make me the person you want me to be.
Lord I would like to ask, if it be your will Lord please let me SSI get accepted. Please let me get an income and a home for my daughter and I so that she can focus on finishing school and so I can get my surgery. I want so badly to get my surgery and start healing and not be in pain anymore. I just want to be ok. I want my children to be able to count on me again to be there for them when they need me. Lord I pray that you would open their eyes and open their hearts to the truth about my injury and about my mental illnesses and maybe have some compassion and concern for me and not think of me as a liar and attention speaker. I need them in my life so badly and they all have only dislike and discontent for me. They condemn me for living as a bum but none of them will reach out a hand to help me. I need help Lord. Please show me the way out of this hell that I live in. If it is your will Lord heal my mind of the darkness the dispare the illnesses that life has caused me to suffer in. I dislike in the deapest way the way that I feel right now. I know it is sinful for me to feel hopeless and want to die and I’m sorry again for failing you Lord, I just can’t seem to stop it. I don’t think right. And a lot lately I don’t act right too. I’m so easily angered. I’m angry Lord. I don’t want to be this way. I want the Holy Spirit to shine through me. I want others to seek you because they want what they can see that I have. You . I want to be loved. By a man that wants me and will be true to me and never put his hands on me to hurt me. I want my daughters to love me and be proud of me and want me in their lives and let me be in the lives of my grandkids. I know that you love me Lord I know that you have great plans to prosper me. I pray that if it’s your will that my life would please come together. Please guide me in your will Lord and if these things are not your will please give me your strength to go on. I am so week Lord and I feel close to giving up the fight. I just don’t know what I’m even fighting for. I don’t like me enough to fight for myself and everyone else has given up on me. I am loosing this battle and I so desperately want to overcome this. I don’t want to be helpless. I don’t have anyone to depend on. No one Lord. Not even my children. Please Lord I beg of you please change the way my children see me and feel about me. Please let them know in their hearts how much I love them and how very sorry I am for all the pain I’ve caused them. Lord I wish I could change the past. I wish it so bad. Please help me make a better future for us. Please let me be a grandma to my grandbabies. Please help me to be a living testimony of your love to them all. I just want to be good. Please make me good Lord.please help me find a way to better my life. Please help my kids to forgive me. Please heal my family and bring us back together. Please give me the courage and the strength to keep going. Please give me the courage and strength to accept your will. Please Lord heal the hearts of my hurting children. Please. Please keep my mother close to your heart Lord. Please heal her heart as well. Keep them all safe from harm. Lord I pray that you would make yourself real to those with doubts. Lord I pray for their souls and their salvation. Lord please keep deme safe from harm. Please Lord bring her back to us and to her babies. Work a miracle in her life Lord I ask it in Jesus precious name. Please save my daughter Lord. She is hurting so bad. Please draw her near to you Lord and keep her safe. Please be with each of my girls Lord. You know their hearts and their lives and each ones needs. I entrust them to you Lord. I put them into your hands. I trust that you love them and will care for their needs. Please also be with my father. Keep him safe and healthy. Please let him know You as his personal savior. Please don’t let him be deswaited from the truth. Please let him be proud of me just once before he does. Let him love me.
Faster I pray for Phillip. Lord I pray that he finds his way back to you. I believe in my heart that the man that I love truelly loves you. I don’t think he could have faked that. I don’t know how evil took him over but I believe that inside him somewhere is a good God loving man. I pray that he gets back to you Lord. I pray that you heal his addictions heal his hurts and touch his heart. I pray that he will somehow get honest with himself and forgive himself and be able to live a good life. I pray for him to find true happiness. And true love. I pray he finds true love. I pray that I will stop allowing him, my love for him, and the pain of all the abuse and pain he caused me consume me. Please take away the hope I have for him and I away so the healing will begin . Lord I pray that you will help me to change my life. Please help me to get this very generous man that has let me live on his property paid. I can’t stand that I owe him so much when he is the only person that cared about me having someplace safe to be. I am so much more than grateful for all he’s done for me. Please help me to get him paid.it is so very important to me Lord. Please hold him tight in your hands Lord. He is becoming weaker and weaker by the day. I don’t know what is wrong physically but I know that I have added a lot of stress to his life. Lord please help me to make things right and let him rest alive in peace. Please help me to be strong and not give in to my kid or my anger at his kid. Help me to be of help to him and never bring hurt or stress on him anymore. Please let me gratitude show. Please let me make things right between us. He is very important to me. Please let him know that.
Please forgive my hesitation Lord. I’d like to pray for his daughter that I used to call friend. Lord she is a sick person. Please work a miracle in her Lord. I don’t even know where to start. But you already know her and you see the things she does. Please work a miracle in her Lord. Please help her to find happiness and love in life. Help her to learn to be a good person. I do love her Lord very much and wish the best for her. And her boyfriend Lord I pray that you would quiet his mind of the demons that reside there. Help him to see his evil ways and repent from them. Heal his heart too Lord so that he can be a man of God. I think he has it in him. I pray that the good in him will override the evil and he will be a good man. I pray he can find happiness in you Lord.

I pray that you will forgive me when I fail you Lord. Please make me the person that you want me to be. Please grow my faith Lord. Please keep me close to you Lord. I love you and I pray all of these things in the Holy name of Jesus. Amen

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