Lord, Please Help Me!
Dear Lord, I am struggling so much to make it through the day. I am having one of my frequent bad days which seem to be more and more each week. I am suffering and I know you know this. I am living in complete torture and hell right now. I keep worrying about my situation and I am calling on you to come to my rescue. I keep thinking of the worst that could happen to me over and over. I cannot get it out of my head. I feel I am being severely punished and I ask you Lord to help me through this. I have asked for your forgiveness and I feel you have, but, I cannot forgive myself for anything I have done. I keep feeling that nothing has worked for me. My friends tell me I will be alright, but, am I really going to be? Each day has become more of a struggle for me to get through it and each week even more. O Lord, please help me to have more strength because I am losing it completely. I need you so much, Lord and I have become so close to you and you promised that you will not put anymore on us than we can handle. I pray you do not forsake me and allow more than I can handle. It is destroying me slowly and slowly. I need you to pick me up in your arms and comfort me and give me hope again. I need hope!!! I cannot lose it!!! Please hear my cries for help! I am desparate for you to help me, Lord. I have to have relief soon! In your holy name I pray! AMEN