I am five months pregnant. I have been an addict for a long time but was able to quit as soon as I found out I was pregnant. However , I am ashamed to say I have relapsed. I know I can do better. It’s mostly a matter of the company I keep and the stress I allow in my life but I am considering rehab. It’s only been a few times this week but I am scared. I ask that you pray for God to give me willpower and discipline . The most important part of all this is my unborn daughter . I know I am horrible for doing this but I pray she is safe and protected from my bad choices . It is very difficult to understand, I know, how I can do this but I don’t understand it myself. Please pray for my little girl to be safe and healthy and blessed by God and protected by angels. Please pray for me to find the strength to make changes and get over this depression and fear so I can be a good mother. I am so dependent on the wrong people and things and now I will have someone depending on me and I want to do better. I was once a better Christian., I know the power of God, but I’ve been backslid and know I need to rebuild a relationship. I pray often but can use as many prayers as possible. Thank y’all so much and God bless