My faith is all I have yet my life is completely painful

by Dmarie

Like so many others whose prayers I have just read, I need a financial miracle. I feel so unworthy and start to think my prayer won't be answered because there are so many people needing such desperate help and I feel guilty about even asking. I start to hate myself and my life and that leads to severe depression and sadness.


I have also been praying and begging God to get my granddaughter back hone to her mother and me. She has been gone for nearly 2 years and the legal system appears to be firmly entrenched in the clutches of satan. I cannot believe the level of dishonesty and corruption involved in this rogue system of (in)justice. The time lost with her will never be regained and my daughter and granddaughter and I are in pain, so much pain. I also worry about losing my housing subsidy which would mean having to move,

As bad as things are -- and they are horrific -- most all of it could be greatly helped, if not outright resolved simply with money,,, money for an attorney, money to own our own home so we would not NEED any subsidy and money to see that my granddaughter has a stable and fulfilled life. I have always made a vow to God that I would do good works in his name and I would guarantee that everyone knows the source of my blessings. If I fail to honor this vow, I deserve to be rebuked and struck down for my lack of thanks and appreciation. I beg God for this ONE last chance to have a happy and contented life and always give God the glory. I pray this in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen and amen.

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Nov 20, 2014
Ttake a deep breath and rest in the Lord NEW
by: Anonymous

Oh dear heart - I am praying for you and yes God will see you through even when it seems like He is not listening. Your faith is really being tried and I know we basically detest going through these trials. But remember, when our faith is tried with fire, (1 Peter 1:7) it will be found unto praise and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ. Also, when the Son of Man comes to the earth, will He find faith? (Luke 18:8) I sure want my faith to show God that I trust Him. Meditate on Mark 11:22-24 and ask God to help you to ask for things specifically and not waver. Write us here at and know that we are definitely praying for you.

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