Heavenly Father God, in Jesus name I pray. After everything we’ve been through and M says he wants to move back to Florida. Said some very hurtful and irrational things to me today. I need You and I need You now, right now. I’m not in a mentally stable and comfortable position to wait. I need You now. I don’t want to go back, not right now. In a couple of years possibly but not now. I will not miss out on knowing my daughter and knowing her as an adult and being a part of her life and living close to her, within driving distance. It’s all I want. But, I do not want to be alone. I don’t deserve to be sad and unhappy for the rest of my life because I’ve given everything to this man. I don’t deserve to be abandoned. I don’t deserve to even have it be a consideration in our relationship. I need You now. We’re on shaky ground here and everything is all mixed up. I want to stay. I want to feel happy. I want to feel secure. I do not deserve anything less than that. And I want my soulmate and not an ultimatum. I will watch for You in this hour. I will diligently watch and wait for Your interjection into this situation immediately. Change his heart and his mind. I need You now. In Jesus name amen.
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