Prayer for abundance to help others

Dear God
In one way I pray to you for a financial boost but that is really a tool to help me address the true problems.
I am so tired by my life - I am grateful to have my wonderful children - but the events of these past two years have drained me - my body and my spirit are exhausted by the very process of staying sane and stable for the sake of my children.

I feel so strongly that if I was in a position where I could take some time away from work - to heal, to organise, to mother, to find myself again - then all of my family would be so much happier.

I know that trials are sent to test our mettle - and sometimes I fail - but I know that, with abundance, I would do more to serve others than I can right now.
Please help to give me the tools to help myself and others Lord.