Prayer for depressed addict

by Natasha
(saskatchewan canada)

I'm a middle aged woman whom is also a mom,I suffer at time's depression, Like any mom I have be the one on top. I hide my addiction to alcoholism and abuse of drugs.

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I feel weak and I feel alone yet I'm not. I turnd this into a cycle I don't like and I don't want any more. I believe strongly in the prayer of god. I have reach'd out for help due to my ugly shame I do to my body.

I drink a lot. I dont know why at time's I do it, for Im sad and feel lonely. Yet I am not. I have much love in me and want to share it. Im afraid Im slowly killing myself, cause if I keep this up I will die.

And I am scared of dying young, I have so much to live for, I don't like this about me. I ask in anyone's heart please help me in strength to over come this.

I send all my love and respect and peace to be with you all.

God Bless

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Jun 01, 2013
Special prayer.
by: Anonymous

I pray that God surrounds you with his love which empowers you to let go of addictions and places your focus on the joy around you. God loves you and made only "one" you, which makes you very special. God Bless you!

Jun 01, 2013
Special prayer.
by: Anonymous

I pray that God surrounds you with his love which empowers you to let go of addictions and places your focus on the joy around you. God loves you and made only "one" you, which makes you very special. God Bless you!

May 27, 2013
understand
by: Anonymous

I feel the same way you both do. I am so glad i am not lone.

Nov 10, 2011
A mom, wife and drinker
by: Anonymous

I myself going though the same things. I have got so bad that I started lieing to my family and stoping at the bar on the way home almost every night. I am a good person and have just been in a bad mind state. Two weeks ago I drank to much and got in my car. I totaled my car and almost my life. I am very greatful for my husband, he has gave me nothing but suport and love. Thowe I ask myself still am I happy, is this what I want!! I am still working on making me and my relationship with god sronger and better. I have never in my 28 years of life been in troble with the law. Im so scared a DUI and whats to come. As a mom and a wife I ask u to please seek help now. Ask god to help you and give you the strenth you need to better yourself. I wish I would have given him a chance before I let it get so bad. I will pray for you and your family. God bless you.

May 15, 2011
Hi Natasha..
by: Anonymous

I go through periods too when I drink too much wine..and know what you mean about how you feel about hurting yourself.I pretty much quit one day when I realized I didnt want to talk too God much when I had a hangover (was about a three day one!)And realized how much I missed talking to Him..from that day on,I talk to Him about everything,all the stuff I held back on...setting time aside,just Him and I..I found that I was quite depressed and was trying to find comfort with wine and ciggies(still smoke,alas)Now I believe,by setting time aside..,giving him my burdens,talking stuff out..and cultivating trust..I crave the wine less and less.I like myself better too.Just needed connection with some-thing much better,and truer,and that gives me hope.God bless you,Natasha..I shall pray for you.

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