Prayer For Emotionally Killing Mind
by Lonely Child
(Subang, Selangor, Malaysia)
My Lord, you are my everything ever since i know you Lord. I'm your child is very heavy hearted here, clueless, and my loneliness is killing me. I'm stucked my lord, i can't move on. Please help me my lord.
Plese touch the heart of the person who i sacrificed my life, my love, my child and for the trust that i had on him, to make him feel my pain and the impact that he has given to my life for cheating me lord, please make him realize lord. Lord, please heal me from this emotion that is making me to do all the negative things, please make my mind to calm, and heal my loneliness.
Please show me a good path to come out from all this my lord, in order for me to keep calm and move on. Please give me the strength to figh back all the emotion that is killing me and giving me the negative tghts to give up on my life lord.
Please lord, give me so mercies, i dont deserve all the pain in my life, i deserve some happiness and love too. Please take away the feeling of regret and guilty from me lord. Lord please make the person realize what he done and to come back to me lord, and regret about it lord.
Please have some mercy on me lord, my heart and mind still has every single thought of him lord, i beleive it will bring him back to me lord.
Im so broken here and suffering with my loneliness lord, please have so mercy on me lord. Lord you are the only one i cry out to and share my feelings.
I can't hear you lord, please reveal the answer lord. Please cleanse me lord and take me as who i am, i love you lord, amen.