Prayer for Giving My life to God

by Anonymous Please
(Salem OR)

I realized what a wreck I've been in my whole life - and a horrible partner by being such a workaholic and an angry person throughout our relationship for 4 years. My intentions were good but mislaid.

336x280:

About three weeks ago I gave my life to God and realized I am powerless. Things started getting better as I felt happy inside for the first time - the anger I had felt for so long was lifted. I started reacting differently and feel good inside. It is quite a big difference and I feel like I need to apologize to so many people.

Then yesterday I found out that my partner wants to end our relationship. We have children and I truly want our relationship to work. I am very much to blame for my anger with nasty words and rude talk. I truly feel I have changed, but on the history of our relationship, I can see why there is no trust. I found out yesterday that next week my partner is moving out.

I am scared, sad, heartbroken. I can't stop the tears. But this may be a temporary change that God wants.

Please pray for our family be together and not ripped apart. Thank you.

Comments for Prayer for Giving My life to God

Average Rating starstarstarstarstar

Click here to add your own comments

Nov 09, 2015
Rating
starstarstarstarstar
THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT NEW
by: Flofi

Holy Spirit, You who make me see everything and showed me the way to reach my ideals, You who gave me the divine gift to forgive and forget the wrong that is done to me and You who are in all instances of my life with me, I want to thank You for everything and confirm once more that I never want to be separated from You no matter how great the material desire may be. I want to be with You and my loved ones in Your perpetual glory. Amen

Nov 09, 2015
Rating
starstarstarstarstar
Thank you for your comment. NEW
by: Anonymous

I have told her. Right now it seems she's angry and wants me to prove I have changed. I don't blame her. I am hoping for a reconciliation. I have chosen to move temporarily while we learn new communication. I am praying every day: Psalm 51:10
"Create in me a lean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me."

Thank you for the encouragement.

Nov 08, 2015
Rating
starstarstarstarstar
Re: Giving my Life to God NEW
by: Anonymous

I wonder if you have told your partner how you feel. Sometimes it is surprising when we do speak from our heart to the person we care for, to find that he/she had no idea we felt the way we do. Your partner may not want to leave but doesn't know how to change things for the better. And your partner may also not be leaving for the things you have done, so much as she does not know how truly sorry you are and how much you care and want things to work out. Try telling your partner exactly what you said on here. Communication can work wonders. I wish you the best outcome.

Click here to add your own comments

Join in and write your own page! It's easy to do. How? Simply click here to return to Daily Prayers.