Prayer for Help to Live My Life
(Lumby B.C. Canada)
I have bi-polar disorder which I have struggled with during certain times since I was 20 years old. I had post-partum depression and spent six months on a pych ward. I recovered and raised my two sons. I had an episode about 12 years ago and was off work for about a year. I have been suicidal many times and have attempted three serious ones that almost left me for dead.
My most recent was in June and I spent three months in a program called step. I have been blessed with a granddaughter in April. I have had ECT's which seem to be the only thing that helps when I go into depression. I am home now and need prayers for me to recover. I am volunteering in a community centre. I also see councelllers twice a week.
I go to church most Sundays and really am trying to live my life by and through God. I need all the prayers I can get to help me conquer this terrible illness. I do have a wonderful husband who has always been there for me. I haven't worked for three years and am on a disability pension. Please pray that I will be able to be a good grama and live my life happier...Thanks so much..