Prayer for Reconciliation

by Andres
(Albuquerque, NM, USA)

I am a young college student whose heart is broken. I dated the love of my life all throughout high school and I can promise you it was no ordinary relationship. I fell into true love with her at such a young age. Everything was perfect the way it should be. Then I started to suffer from severe depression. Depression lead to anxiety. Anxiety lead to trust issues with her. I lived in fear when really there was nothing to fear about her. I started to constantly question her and get into arguments with her even though she was doing nothing wrong to me. It eventually got to the point where she couldn't take it anymore. So she broke up with me a few days after New Year's eve my senior year. She told me she still loved me so much and would be waiting for me for the right time. I was so crushed. I love her with all my heart truly. In high school I put a ring on her finger promising her that I was going to marry her someday. I know she loved me I know it with all of my heart. Every day since then I can't stop thinking about her. She is the love of my life I know it. We have been talking a lot lately again and she has told me some stuff that hurt me really badly. She noticed herself becoming a flirt and even admitted to fooling around with a couple of guys. It was at that moment that my heart shattered. She said she wasn't sure if she ever wanted to be with me again and she didn't know why. I love her!!!!!!!!!! I love her too much for that to happen!! That they on the way home I asked God to help me forgive her and to restore our relationship. I cried so hard and talk to God like a man like I never have before. Then something strange happened. By the time I got home I was literally laughing because I just didn't care because I love her so much. I know it says in the Bible that love covers a multitude of sins and it does. My love for her is greater than any pain or hurt she could ever cause me. She is the love of my life. But every morning since then I wake up with so much hurt and pain. I know that deep down in our she loves me. I can still see it in her eyes. I love her and forgive her and will do anything to spend the rest my life with her. It is still her beautiful face that I want to see every day for the rest of my life when I wake up. It is still her kids out that I want to call my own someday. It is still her face but I want to see when I'm 90 years old. I know I'm young but I know what love is. I wouldn't still be talking to her if I didn't. I've asked God to forgive me so many times for all the wrong that I've done to her. I love her and I need to spend the rest my life with her. I will never give up on my dream of marrying her. Every single laugh and smile that we used to share together is definitely worth it. My prayer is that God will put some love back in her heart and show her that I really do Love and need her. Somebody please pray for me and help me please I need the help so bad. Anybody who understands what true love is at a young age please understand how I feel. I need all the prayer in the world. I love this girl too much and I will never give up on her. Somebody please..........

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