prayer for strength to move on

Please pray for me. I am trying to find a job abroad as an English language teacher. It's my first time to travel. I have been staying in Bangkok for almost three weeks now. Everyday is a struggling day for me.

I lost my mom when I was nineteen and I don't have siblings and my father has his own family now. I have companions but I feel lonely. I guess I miss my home country and most especially my beloved mother. Life is very difficult without her. I want to go back home.

I can get a good job there but the salary is not enough for my future. There is a lot of poverty and corruption in my country. At this point in my life, I am very confused and depressed. Furthermore, I have scoliosis which causes back pain. Please help me and give me advice.