Prayer to clear hopelessness in me
O most holy Saint Jude, I have a very big and serious problem. At times it seems like a curse to me.I'm on the brink of failing to sustain my self let alone my family of two kids and a wife financially. The problem is that I fail to get enough money and even the little I get is somehow misspent. I don't know how it happens but I do usually find my self struggling to pay bills even when it seems easy.
I have a job but what am paid is not enough, I need to very quickly acquire a family home but I have no idea how that is going to happen, I also need a stable job preferably self employment but still have no clue of how that will happen.
I'm growing old and I do love my family so much and I need to take care of it no matter what.
My prayer to you is for me to be able to look after my family, that avenues are created for me to earn enough so as to be able to do good for my family. That the 'curse' of me not being able to save goes away. I need to be self employed and above all, Saint Jude, I pray that I may own a family home in the immediate future.
Thank you so much.