prayer to forgive mistakes

by stacey manywounds
(kamloops B.C. cANADa)

i have a problem with cheating i betrayed my boyfriend and our relationship i used drugs i hurt him i tried to commit suicide i need help truely deeply i need to heal i am so lost inside im lost with out us im lost in my life.

i want and need him he makes sense of things for me he makes me feel what i havent felt. i am selfish in what i did he cheated too he made bad choices and i forgive.

i need God to forgive me please i need him in my life to make me a better person. i havetwo kids and i need toheal my boyfriend and our relationship.

i don't want anyone else except god lee and my son gage as men in my life please help me right whats wrong help me fix what i mmade break.