Prayer to help me let go of the man I love who abuses me
I am being abused daily physically and mentally by my man of over 2 years. I have bruises all over my body and the worst part is the mental and emotional put downs. I am being told I am worthless and pathetic. That I am stupid and retarded. That I am a whore and other names I will not say. He punches my face rips down my vision walls he says he hates me and everything about me. That he hates talking to me because I lack the intelligence to be spoken to. I blame myself everyday. I try to change but I am now lost and have no idea who I am. He says he is with me because he feels bad for me and when he tries to leave he feels guilt so he stays. I even won't let him go cause I love him. But I don't want to love him no more. I don't want to feel this anymore. I have contemplated suicide but won't because I have a daughter who isn't his thank God! I am scared because I now have the worst self esteem and fear I stay cause I am as he says damaged goods. Please help me.