Praying for you & your girls
I read your request for prayer. I don't know you personally but I have been in a similar situation. I was pregnant and I felt so alone. I truly believe in the power of prayer. I made it threw that situation and my son is now a young college student (yes I had a boy). He is doing well and so am I. It was all God. He brought me threw a very dark time in my life. I contemplated so many things, that I will not say, but please know, if He made a way for me He will do the same for you and your daughters.
Don't stop praying. no matter how tough times get keep on praying, God hears your request. He knows your situation and He will not let you keep suffering.
But remember this, you are going to have to work on trying to change your situation, too. Prayer without work is noting, meaning you are going to have to work towards making things better. God will open up that door of opportunity, He will bring the right people into your life to help navigate you through your hard times.
I love you and I am praying for you. A change is around the corner just trust & believe.
Praying 4 U