Ready to End It All
(Fayetteville, NC, USA)
Lord help me. I am tired, I am ready to give up on life. I wish I could end it all. Yes (suicide) at least my family would be financially taken care of and the stress would be over. I have failed as a mother and as a wife. I don't have the faith to continue on and I don't have any trust in God. Seems like he always lets me down and I can't depend on him. If I am cursed I wish he would let me know and I wouldn't pray or ask anything of him or expect anything from him. I am totally devastated. All I can do is cry.......I have no words to speak. Lord HELP!