Where Do I Belong? Oh Lord help me
I have been at my present position for 14 months. I always thought and was told I did a good job. The owner has hired a new Office Administrator with 22 years experience and in the one week and two days she has been in the office she has totally turned everything upside down. She is now after me. It is apparant that she is finding fault in everything I say and do so as to make me quit. She has never said one positive thing to me or about my work, only negative. My self esteem and worthiness is going to the bottom and she calls it my own insecurities. I have been applying for jobs even before she came in, to no avail. The market is so tough. I know my days are numbered but I have to work. I am old and alone with no friends or family to lean on or talk to for support. I keep trying to remember that when God closes a door He opens a window. I am truly not upset if this door closes, my lack of faith is what do I do when it shuts. The Lord has always taken care of me and in my heart I know he will again, but it is my head. I ask that anyone who reads this will keep me in their prayers for my head to staighten up and listen to my heart and the Lord. A job "Where I Belong" would be nice, too. Thanks.